Dear God,
If he’s really not for me…
Please stop giving me hope whenever I try to let go.
Please…
It hurts, so much.
I don’t want to lie to myself by wishing him best of luck with another woman.
No, I don’t want to lie anymore…
Putting on this mask is becoming more and more difficult for me.
I keep hoping he’s just bluffing, but he has no reason to.
For if he really has the same feelings as mine, he knows how I feel towards him, and he would be holding me in his arms before I know it.
But he isn’t doing that.
And maybe never will…
So please, God…
If he’s not mine…
Please, take away this hope from me.
Please…
—Your heartbroken daughter.
